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[29 Jul 2005|08:58am] |
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So.. last night at Club Sport, I sprained my ankle. :( AGAIN. How many times do I have to sprain my ankle! And I always land on my dad's foot when I sprain it at Club Sport. :/ Sadly, I have a tournament tomorrow, and I won't be able to play. There's also a track meet in 2 weeks, hopefully I can go to that. I slept over at Amanda's house and was one of the first to fall asleep :(. But I woke up first. :D My swelling came down A LOT. But it hurts too much to walk so Amanda gave me a pair of her old crutches. :D Thanks, Amanda! Well, I haven't said anything in here, so that's all I have to say.
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[28 Jun 2005|05:17pm] |
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Sometimes I feel like I'm a bad girlfriend. Sometimes I feel insecure, like when he's busy sleeping, he's with somebody else. My feelings are totally off though, I'm pretty sure. How do you reassure yourself?
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I want to hang out with my boyfriend, but my mom says I can only do so during the weekends, even though it's summer. Someone tell me if that makes sense or not.
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[19 Jun 2005|09:51am] |
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I'm at Yojing and Yody's house and we're going to a basketball tournament in a few minutes. So, I slept over at their house. :) I love sleeping over at their house! :D My twin ballers are COOL. :D Anyway, I had a scary dream last night, that there was a genocide of the Asian race and all my non-Asian friends left me and didn't help me. Even Matt left me. I was really scared. All these babies were dying, and my family was still alive, and these people tried to help us, but really they were trying to kill us. They even set my room on fire! Anyway, that's my scary dream.
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| Movies! |
[15 Jun 2005|08:35pm] |
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Anyone wanna watch Mr. and Mrs. Smith with me? :/..
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Matt + Belyn = <3
OOPS. It showed up blank. I actually used an open carrot and a 3 sign, but it didn't show up because it was read as html. Anyway. Here's what it's supposed to look like.
Matt + Belyn = ♥
I'm not mad. I wasn't mad. I wasn't yelling. I was just a little sad.
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[03 Jun 2005|12:35pm] |
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I waited for you for a long time. I thought that's where we were supposed to meet. You said it yesterday. I even rolled my ankle as I crossed the street and I kept walking. I kept walking because I knew I could be with you if I did, instead of crying over my pain. Then I waited and waited.. I even got out a book to pass the time. "Where is he?" I thought. I kept waiting like a fool, thinking you'd come, but you didn't. Then I went back, and found out I didn't have to go on my little journey. I was sad. And now my ankle hurts.
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[02 Jun 2005|09:17am] |
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So I just finished something we had to do in the computer lab, and now I'm just surfing around online. I'm tired. I curled my hair today. :) Well, my stomach hurts, but in a way I'm still in a good mood. I'm looking at my Myspace right now. Some guy made an account and used my boyfriend's picture and wrote crap about him. Isn't that funny? Anyway, I think he's talking shit about me, because I checked my email and it says that he left a comment, but I can't view it because our school blocked the site. :[ Anyway.. If you guys want to see it, here's my Myspace link. I'm not sure what it says yet, but probably just made up crap. Whatever. :P
X_MONSTER @ MYSPACE.com Love you, Matt!
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| What is love? |
[30 May 2005|06:40pm] |
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What is love?
Well, the definition of love is
love
n.
A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.
You know what my definition is?.. It's not a definition.. it's an equation.
Matt & Belyn = ♥
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| Eyeliner is hot. |
[23 May 2005|06:49pm] |
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I think eyeliner makes people look better. This includes guys. :) Here is my boyfriend, for example. He is wearing eyeliner, and he looks gorgeous! :D Well, I played around on paintshop, and just wanted to show some stuff I did.
Well, I hope you guys like this picture. :D I just made the contrast and brightness a little different, softened the image a bit, and changed the eye colors, even though his eyes are green, but they show up like brown through grayscale. :D Have a nice day!!
<3 Matt Leahy :)
Oh yeah, I changed my icon thing. Hope you people like it! :D
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[16 May 2005|06:06pm] |
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Today stinks. I slept at 4 last night, so when I woke up this morning I was so sleepy. My mom packed cold noodle (soba) for me, which was good, so I ate it during advisory period. Now I'm really hungry. It's 6:10, I haven't eaten since 9:50 am. I'm SO hungry! She won't get me anything to eat. To make things worse, I'm trying to reach my boyfriend, but he's away. I called his phone, but he's not picking up, and I sent him so many texts. I'm mad at him, but not really, I'm just in a bad mood. I'm seriously like starving (not to death).
My head's really light, and I keep shaking, and I feel cold. Also, I picked up my mom's office phone and tried to page someone and forgot the digits which are only three numbers. My mom told me later on, it's 330. I'm in a really bad mood, and I'll eat anything, even junk food right now! I feel like crying..
Okay, well I just cried, and called Matt like 10 more times, but he didn't pick up. I always tell him to carry it with him, and NEVER LEAVE IT IN THE CAR OR AT HOME. I'M SO FUCKIN' PISSED AND FUCKIN' MOODY RIGHT NOW. I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO TALK TO AND CRY TO!!
I was making cranes today, and I'm so hungry and so weak that I just ate two paper cranes. LOL
Sometimes I feel so lonely,
Like nobody cares for me.
Sometimes you show your love a whole lot,
Then there's times when you do not.
Sometimes I wish you were here, rather than there,
Sometimes I wish you acted like you cared.
Sometimes I wish I could sleep for eternity,
Then my emotionless state would go for continuity.
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[13 May 2005|05:36pm] |
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So.. I watched Forest Gump for the first time. I'm not done with it yet, but it's a good movie. :] I like it! ^___^ Anyway, I'm going to the mall today, hopefully. I'm tired, and I want eyeliner.. :[ I ran out!! T_T Anyway, I want to get new shoes and some tank tops and whatnot. I'm just so bored and blah. I hope everyone does well at MVAL's!! :) Go Natalyn, Elisa, Dale, Yojing, and all of IHS! :] Well, I'm out. LJ is getting not so fun.. :/
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[09 May 2005|09:15am] |
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I'm in Mr. Musto's class right now. That's my history class. AP biology test was today, but I'm not taking the test. I'm taking it next year so that I'll have more time to prepare for it. I went shopping with Matt on Saturday and met his family. He says that they really like me. I love his niece and nephews. :) We also went shopping and I bought a track jacket and two shirts. On Sunday, he brought my mom flowers for Mother's day, and I gave his mom a card and roses. :D Nothing else to write about, so I'm out.
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| Fill this out, guy or girl :] |
[04 May 2005|05:18pm] |
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Fill this out, please! :) If you're a boy or girl. :P
Mark an "x" if you would do any of the following.. I took this survey from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) cliffy_cliff
( )go out with me?
( )give me your number?
( )have sex with me?
( )give me money?
( )let me kiss you?
( )watch a movie with me?
( )have dinner with me?
( )let me borrow your car?
( )kick my ass?
( )be my gf/bf?
( )have a fling with me?
( )be there for me?
( )buy me a drink?
( )take me home for the night?
( )give me a good time?
( )call me?
( )hug me?
( )stand up for me?
( )hit on me?
( )hold my hand?
( )say you loved me and meant it?
( )do almost anything for me?
:]
Simple Plan's "Untitled" is a very good song and good music video. I'll send it to you if you ask. :]
Also taken from Cliffy_cliff's xanga.
a) Get a pen
b) Get a paper
c) Number it 1-13!
d) Answer these questions!
1. What's your favorite color out of:
A. Green
B. Blue
C. Orange
D. Black
E. Pink
2. What color is your hair?
A. Blonde/Dirty Blonde
B. Brown
C. Red
D. Black
E. Bald or any other color
3. What color are your eyes?
A. Hazel
B. Green
C. Brown
D. Blue
E. Gray
4. What is your favorite sport out of:
A. Basketball
B. Cheerleading
C. Football
D. Soccer
E. Baseball
5. What's your favorite way to talk?
A. Phone
B. In Person
C. Instant Message
D. E-mail
E. Letters (Mail)
6. What is your favorite kinda music out of:
A. Rap
B. Country
C. Hard Rock
D. Pop
E. General Rock
7. Who's your favorite singer out of:
A. Ludacris
B. Tim McGraw
C. Ozzy Osbourne
D. Nsync
E. Shakira
8. What's your favorite show out of:
A. Jackass (MTV)
B. The Simpsons
C. SpongeBob SquarePants
D. Survivor
E. The Osbournes
9. What's your favorite movie out of:
A. Not Another Teen Movie
B. Joy Ride
C. I Know What You Did Last Summer
D. Forest Gump
E. Shrek
10. What month were you born?
January-February-March-April-May-June-July-August-September-October-November-December
11. Name a person of the opposite sex.
12. Name a person of the same sex.
13. Now make a wish! (you have to write this down or it wont work!)
-*Answers*-
1. Green- Fun to be around
Blue- Stylish
Orange- Funky
Black- Lonely
Pink- Sweet
2. Blonde/Dirty Blonde- Hyper
Brown- Causal
Red- Tough
Black- Holds back feelings
Bald or any other color- Free Spirit
3. Hazel- Out Going
Green- Happy
Brown- Loud
Blue- Cute
Gray-Unpredictable
4. Basketball- Direct
Cheerleading- Never Gives Up
Football- Watchful
Soccer- Nice
Baseball- Loveable
5. Phone- Busy a lot of the time
In Person- Social able
Instant Message- A Leader
E-mail- Has a lot of friends
Letters (Mail)- Has many thoughts
6. Rap- Friendly
Country- Cute
Hard Rock- Wild
Pop- unoriginal
General Rock- Pretty cool to hang around
7. Ludacris- Loves to Party
Tim McGraw- Sexy
Ozzy Osbourne- Awesome
N'sync- boring
Shakira- Fun
8. Jackass- Awesome
The Simpsons- Funny
Sponge Bob Square Pants- Cool
Surviver- Adventurous
The Osbournes- Knows how to have a great time
9. Not Another Teen Movie- Knows who they are
Joy Ride- Cool
I Know What You Did Last Summer- Fun
Forest Gump- Has a big heart
Shrek- oRiGinaL
10. January- Funny
February- Loveable
March- Loves to be noticed a lot
April- Easy going
May- Loves to be around a lot of people
June- Stylish
July- Rude
August- A good friend
September- Loves to flirt
October- Strict
November-Nice
December-Sweet
11. That Person *Will* fall in love with you
12. This person *Will* become your enemy
13. This wish *Will* come true!
I'm glad these things aren't true.
Good luck to Natalyn, Elisa, and Yojing at the track meet! I hope you guys kick butt. :]
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| An essay on guys and video games. |
[03 May 2005|03:27pm] |
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Happy birthday to Grace yesterday!
So anyway, I'm not feeling so nice right now because my legs are sore. PE was fun today. Elisa's such a nice girl and I'm glad I'm getting to know her :]. Haha, there's a lot of dumb asses in track whom I despise, but I love Elisa, Natalyn, and Yojing. :] Anyway, PE was really fun today, but we lost. MY TEAM SUCKS EXCEPT FOR ME AND ELISA! We're all girls and we're the only ones that try, and we play teams with like all guys, or like 2 guys and 500001234641 girls. So anyway, go us! :)
Oh, by the way, Matt sent me pictures that he took, for prom and of himself, so when I get all of those uploaded, I'll put them in this LJ, this will take a while, since I don't want to save all those pictures to my mom's computer, which I'm using @ the moment. So for all you waiting folks, I'll do it later.
What is it with guys and video games? What is it about video games that makes guys so into them? Playing games doesn't make you feel good... So what is it? My boyfriend doesn't play a LOT of video games, but he kind of does, so this isn't just for him, but for all male video gamers. Why should you play video games and waste your life?
Men love to play games (especially with other friends) because they have a natural competitive instinct. Whether it's Counter-Strike, World Craft III, or Doom III, all guys like to compete, and be the best. Even the nerds, and not so nerdy people. Not the gangsters, because they're too poor to afford games, cause they spend their money on drugs. Anyway, back to the topic, I don't find that games give guys a real sense of enjoyment. Not unless they like getting dumber and fatter at the same time. I know some guys that dedicate their lives to playing video games. Why? So you can be the best online gamer? Who really cares about the online world? Hey, I used to. I was number one on Findapix, and it didn't really make my life any better, maybe just worse. I learned that the internet is really just a place for people to escape, only when they really need to, but fuck, don't dedicate your life to the internet, or to your TV screen, or that game console. What do you really get out of it?
I also realize that people who play a lot of video games, don't do sports. If you can balance both out, then good for you. Most people who play video games are really just scrubs, and they're kind of fat. I mean an hour or less is okay, but not 5 hours after school, just trying to P0wN EaCh 0tHeR! There's more to life than that TV/Computer screen. Play sports! :) I'm not here to preach about sports, but hey, sports are good for you, and look good on your college application. Even if you are the top player of Counter-Strike, are colleges really going to look at that? If you've already graduated from college, good for you, but maybe it's time you had a job. If you have a job, and have graduated, then start dating. If you're doing all those things, get married and start a family. :] Once you start playing video games, you become addicted, and then you forget all your responsibilities, and focus more on your games than anything. It's true. My boyfriend used to be hooked on video games, and once he stopped, he met me, and now his life is perfect. Not because I'm in it, but because he's living in the real world, not the online world. He even thinks playing video games is stupid, but it's nice to do once in a while. It basically just takes away your life.
Video games are usually revolved around violence, which isn't a good thing. Believe it or not, the more violence people are exposed to, the more used to it they get, and it subconsciously starts becoming a part of them. Violent games such as Counter-Strike, Doom III, Quake III Arena (My favorite when I was in 5th grade. :D), and whatnot, they influence us people to become more violent, if not, more ill-tempered. I notice that after I played a lot of video games, I really have a bad temper. My boyfried knows I have a bad temper, but I used to be such a nice girl. Anyway, I don't like bad tempered people. Do you? Eh, thought so.
I know I hate it when my boyfriend wants to play games, but I let him anyway. Later on, it ruins my moment, and makes me mad. I know a lot of girlfriends hate it as well. So if your boyfriend wants to play video games instead of hanging with you, bitch slap him, and tell him how bad it is. Although, my boyfriend usually stops games for me, which is cool, :] I think a lot of guys should be like Matt, if not, they should be even better! So therefore, video games are bad. They take away your real life, bring upon a violent influence to society, and waste time.
Okay, so that was my essay. I did that for fun, and it took me about 10 minutes to write it, and it's not super good, but it just brings up some things. It reminded me about how good my boyfriend is. He's such a great guy. He spends time with me, and not only that, he goes shopping with me! Not a lot of guys do that. He writes me notes, and holds my hand and holds me, whenever I want to. He's a great guy, and he wears eyeliner for me. :D He does a lot of little things that makes me happy, and is always honest. I think a lot of guys should be like him. I could write a whole essay on why guys should be like him, but then that'd be kind of scary. I hope a lot of girls can find a guy like my boyfriend, if not, even better. I hope all my friends will find the guy of their dreams when they're older, and then we can all go shopping together, and clubbing and what not. :)
I feel lazy, but I have to work on homework so I can go to Club Sport early today. :) So.. I'll update this later! ^_^
Here's some quizzes I took. :O
MALL-A-HOLIC!
When you shop you shop malls!
A place where you know it has your style and keeps it all along the same priceline.
You definitely know how to shop and where to go.
Your money may go fast but you still have enough in your pocket for a stop in the food court after your day of shopping.
What Kind of Shopper Are You?
More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
You're Perfectly Balanced!
You know what you want but also know you won't always get it.
You have rounded intrests - so when life doesn't go your way, you can bounce back.
While you may have to do things you don't want to do, you get them done to the best of your abilities.
And everyone loves you for it!
How Emotional Are You?
More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
You'll Fall in Love With A Virgo!
Your conservative approach to love and sex goes well with a Virgo.
Virgo's are perfect and pretty - and live their lives in an orderly fashion.
You will never go crazy when you're around a Virgo.
You're a traditional type who prefers monogamy and missionary position.
You love sex to be normal and clean - no sweat or excess fluids.
You don't want anything too kinky - just two bodies pressed together.
Your Virgo is graceful and sexy in the purest sense.
While it may take your Virgo a while to fall for you....
Once he / she does, you'll see nothing but pure romance.
What Sign Should Your Lover Be?
More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
All you need is a bedroom to change clothes in, and out comes – Superflirt!
You’re always successful and you always get your man.
That’s because you have oodles of experience.
Yes, you flirt full-time.
If it paid in dollars, you’d be a rich woman.
But it pays in other ways and you’ve got the jewelry to prove it.
You’re proud of your professional accomplishments, including the long trail of wounded men in your wake.
Nobody does it better, Honey. And don’t you forget it.
What Kind of Flirt Are *You*?
More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
Hmm.. interesting.
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I like Fridays. They rock. :) Well, I'm at the Yos' house, and I think I'm going to the mall later. I got my prom pictures today! Matt's going to scan them and I'll post it up. :] We look like "we're getting married".
I got my period today. :[
Please add me as a friend if you want. :P
Bye bye! <3 Matt :)
Your boobs are Luscious Mangoes!
Just the right size and no sign of sagging.
With a bra you'll have a lotta cleavage and without it, you can still run around without experiencing too much or irritating bouncing.
Men are attracted to your boobs because they look nice, taste good and feel just right in their hands.
Be proud of what you got -- it's the only pair you're ever gonna have!
What Fruit Do Your Boobs Resemble?
More Great Quizzes from Quiz DivaI found this on my xanga. :P Awww.. haha.. I was so cute back then. -_- 
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| Pictures I took from Elisa's LJ .. and more. :D |
[26 Apr 2005|04:31pm] |
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I was looking through Elisa's LiveJournal that we took on the UN day. :] Here are some pictures, but I reuploaded them so as not to use Elisa's bandwidth on photobucket. :D Thanks Elisa. ^_^
From left to right: Trisha, Elisa, and I. David's behind us.
That's Elisa and I, I look weird. -_-;
That's Darshan :).
A kiss for you ;D
Me complaining about my feet, and Lupe looking through Elisa's stuff. :D
I took Elisa's sunglasses and put them on my head, then tried to do a model pose. Sucks I don't look like a model.
Ashley and Elisa! :)
Elisa, Jeanny, and Lupe! :D
Lupe, Jeanny, and Elisa! And I'm behind them.
Lupe, Jeanny and Elisa, and I'm behind them again, but I look silly. xP
Andy! :]
Ashley looks adorable :)
I don't know what they're doing.. But Lupe's cute. :D
I think he's hitting her. :O
Ashley wasn't supposed to turn around.. :P And that's me telling Elisa to take her pic.
Darshan trying to look sexy. :D
There ya go! :)
Lupe and Elisa!!! <3 I love that picture :D
Elisa took all the pictures, except the ones she was in though. But this was all last week :P. So that's that. My avatar is the one I took in Taiwan, then fixed it up a bit. :) My feet are tired, and I'm in a bad mood. I made my eyes like pretty today, and I put my hair up in chopsticks when I got home.
I <3 Matt.
New Update: Nevermind I changed my avatar again. :D I used the picture Elisa took :)
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| STAR testing, and other things. |
[25 Apr 2005|03:59pm] |
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STAR testing doesn't seem that important to me. Why do we have to take this test every year? So that our schools can get some funding? Irvington's a pretty dumb and ghetto school, what's the point? A lot of the stuff that was in the history section wasn't even taught yet. That's why Irvington's poor, because half our school's consisted of people who don't even try. These are the people that are always taking my friends' cell phones because they're too poor to afford them, and they think that they can get away with stealing. Dumb asses. They make me mad. Last year, I had 50 dollars stolen in the locker room, and I was going to go to the Tri-City homeless shelter. Well that's not important. Then there's the quarter of people at our school who are just cutting all the time, they're actually smart, but lazy. Then the other quarter are the smart people. I hate Irvington High School. I wish I could move somewhere. I just want to go to another school. My school sucks butt. Anyway, the STAR exam that we take every year is just a waste of students' time and a waste of paper if I do say so myself. I know some people won't agree with me on this one, but okay. The only thing good about STAR testing to me, is that I get to see how much I've learned so far, and my ranking compared to other students throughout California.
Well, I'll update later, when I feel like it.
<3 Matt :)
Okay, well I took a quiz thing in Jennifer's LiveJournal. Here's the results. Your dating personality profile:
Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.
Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited.
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate. | Your date match profile:
Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps his body in top shape.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Romantic - You need someone with a traditional understanding of romance. A true romantic is a must-have in any potential date. | Your Top Ten Traits
1. Athletic
2. Sensual
3. Liberal
4. Wealthy/Ambitious
5. Big-Hearted
6. Adventurous
7. Romantic
8. Practical
9. Outgoing
10. Traditional
| Your Top Ten Match Traits
1. Athletic
2. Practical
3. Romantic
4. Conservative
5. Traditional
6. Sensual
7. Big-Hearted
8. Funny
9. Adventurous
10. Intellectual
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Take the Online Dating Profile Quiz at Dating DiversionsI just took this for fun.
Why do guys always spend so much time playing computer games? Sure they're fun, but they're not that fun. I think they should get away from the computer and work out. Computer games can suck my butt. :)I feel like playing basketball, I can't wait to go to Club Sport. :D Maybe I'll play volleyball. <3
Oh yeah, I need friends on LiveJournal. Feel free to add me if I know you. If I don't know you, don't add me. :)
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I love Matt Leahy.
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| First post. |
[21 Apr 2005|06:59pm] |
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First post. Are you excited? I am. [: I'm going to use this instead of xanga now.
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